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I came to London as a boy in ’48. That crossing set a rhythm inside me. One fact I learned the rough way: a storage trunk is more than a box.

On that long crossing from Jamaica to England, all we owned fit a single trunk. The skin of it dented and scarred. The corners wore their brass like old medals.

Some folks don’t understand, those trunks had backbone. Every mark told you where the past had slept. But look at the docks, the stacks of trunks.

Brixton took my first winters and taught me patience, and it never left. A toy car that squeaked: the trunk hid them when I needed quiet.

Years later, another memory took hold. Once a year the tents rose overnight and changed the air, and handbills pasted to brick and lampposts promised elephants, fire breathers, acrobats — and always clowns. Anticipation walked ahead of the drums. Wagons rattled the kerbs, and everything smelled of canvas, rope, and damp grass. It was chaos and colour and a kind of magic.

I found another trunk in those years, and I just stared. A clown stared back, inverted and bold, grin part-faded. It was more than paint. It carried the hush of a different age. Not a lifeless box, but a fragment of the travelling circus.

My workspace smells of oil, wood, and patient repairs. I imagine it wedged between crates, packed with jackets, clubs, and tin makeup pots, waiting for the show to begin. Each bruise and nick hint at years of sidings and side streets. You can almost feel the rush before the ringmaster’s call.

And then the internet held up a frame. One evening I found an ArtStation design, and it showed a clown suitcase storage trunk that matched mine. The memory walked in wearing fresh boots. The tilt of the face, the paint bleeding into the grain were near-identical. For a moment I wondered if the artist had seen mine. Screen to wood, pixel to plank: cheap vintage trunk the story was the same heartbeat.

We treat trunks like containers, but they carried lives before cheap plastic. They were made to survive knocks and weather. Timber sides, iron straps, deep latches. Some were touched with flourishes and pride. Open one and you don’t just see space, you meet a life. Close it again and it keeps the secret.

Now I watch young people hunt trunks in London. Hide vinyl and blankets and winter coats. Some call it retro, but I call it honest. A trunk doesn’t stop. If you step into a shop and see one, don’t laugh at the dent. Pick the trunk with a story, and watch it stand another fifty years.

Sometimes the dock and the big top shake hands. One knew kettledrums. I read the scratches like scripture. They don’t compete, but together they make a chord. That’s how story learns to stand: in grain.

You can say I kept a career of remembering. Sometimes I think memory is contagious. When I trace the paint, I’m taking attendance. Ship to wagon, the stitch looks rough but it will not part.

So I leave them where I can see them, and I feel the room answer. Pigment quiets. Whenever I glance over, the clown looks back, as if waiting for the drumroll. And when the kettle rattles and the light slants just so, I think I hear both functional yet decorative trunks (Read More Listed here) laugh, and I repeat the truth one more time: a trunk holds a life.