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From OLD TWISTED ROOTS

I came to London as a boy in ’48. Those early years still echo in my bones. One memory that refuses to loosen: a trunk carries a life inside it.

On the voyage that bent time in half, everything we were sat under that lid. Belgium steel rolled strong and stubborn. The latches gripped like teeth.

It’s easy to miss the point, those trunks came ready for distance. Every mark told you where the past had slept. Look at the queues of families with their lives in boxes.

I learned the names of the streets by walking them, and it never left. A toy car that squeaked: the trunk hid them when I needed quiet.

Years later, another memory took hold. Once a year the tents rose overnight and changed the air, and the posters glued to walls promised elephants, fire breathers, acrobats — and always clowns. You could feel it before you saw it. Wagons rattled the kerbs, and a tang of rope and canvas drifted everywhere. It was a jumble of sound, light, and promise.

I found another trunk in those years, and the floor under me felt like boards on a wagon. A clown stared back, inverted and bold, grin part-faded. It refused to be a flourish. It carried the hush of a different age. Not a lifeless box, but a fragment of the travelling circus.

The old workshop where I keep it still hums. I picture the trunk pushed against canvas, crammed with shoes, wigs, and greasepaint, quiet until the band kicked. Every dent and scrape whisper of muddy fields and midnight load-outs. You can almost smell powder and brass.

And then the internet held up a frame. I saw a poster on ArtStation, and it showed a clown suitcase storage trunk that matched mine. When I saw this poster on ArtStation of this clown suitcase storage, it took me back. This is exactly the same storage trunk that I had.. The odd inversion, the softened edges of age were near-identical. I half-believed the artist had stood where I stood. Poster to panel, glare to patina: the story was the same heartbeat.

We think of trunks as boxes, but they carried lives before cheap plastic. They were made to survive knocks and weather. Solid frames, steel corners, brass hardware. Some wore brass corners or painted letters. Inside is more than capacity, you meet a journey. Close it again and it keeps the secret.

Now I watch young people hunt trunks in London. People use them at the end of a bed. Some call it vintage, but I call it still beating. A trunk keeps its place in the room. If you step into a shop and see one, don’t call it junk. Pick the trunk with a story, and let it start speaking in your rooms.

Sometimes the sea and the sawdust share a bench. Both knew waiting. I run a cloth across both lids. They don’t argue, but together they hum low. That’s how memory moves: in weight.

You can say I kept a career of remembering. Sometimes I think it leaks from one thing to the next. When I tell this tale, it isn’t nostalgia for its own sake. Tilbury to tightrope, the stitch looks rough but it will not part.

So I keep both trunks, and I talk to them without speaking. Brass corners wink. Each time I walk by, that inverted grin finds me, as if waiting for the drumroll. And when a neighbour’s radio leaks last year’s hits, I think I hear my trunk breathe, and I remember the only lesson worth the weight: a trunk is never empty.

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